Each to their own though. If this is the case, she definitely can be reprogrammed and awakened. She didn't tell anyone because her own lack self worth and shame petrified her to do anything about it. I thought about those deeply spiritual moments I had had in life and how special they were to me. If you have a literal belief that you need to have a temple marriage to go to the celestial kingdom, you will always keep a secret desire to convert your spouse.
It sounds like she's already considered marrying you and raising children in the church even with you being out of the church. In some cases you can just simply live together with differing religions. All the shopping, cleaning, cooking, laundry, social planning, trips, any children that we may have and work full time too?. We are not judged only for what we do but why we do it. But daughter and I agreed that this teaching was unhealthy.
We haven't been on holiday in years first because of no money as he was studying while in worked. Oh this is a great set of questions. Your opportunities may not. There is no way out, either I need to continue to sacrifice myself or get out of this relationship. She's told me the church is one of the most important things to her, but from what I've researched already there's no way I would subject my future children to this culture. Reading your blog has helped, especially in seeing that these lonely feelings are normal. M so happy that I found this blog. The common theme here form the complaining spouses is that few of them seem to have their own lives. This can be done.
You are a good person and she can see that. It will be up to you, her man, to support the positive expectations. Lots of good hearty healthy food. If you don't want your "golden ticket" of the good life, then give me your golden ticket.